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why hide what you have within??

why shut yourself from sayin??

be true to those feelings

not easy,thats true

was in the same shoe.

tried being Mr.Nice

but jus too bad,

had myself diced!!

still wondering why am still loitering around here?? its very simple,some things just dont change. and memories is hard to forget. sometime just look back and tell me what u see..would really want to know what u saw.

am still around tryin to break free

lost i might be,bt thts nt wut u will see…

have grown n still growin

will nt forget ma origin

servin its all in ma skin

u were ma past bt

its nt like m gonna forget fast

hahaha!!!

look at me hommie

its a small earth,quit the fightin

n show tht ur lovin

don worry brother

m still ur partner!!

when somebody is sincere…

appreciate it…God DAMN IT!!!!

when smebody is honest…

believe him…GOD DAMN IT!!!

what has he done for being treated like tis…

there is no fairness or justice to tis..

a free world u say,

then y all this drama,

punishin people like its their karma!!

b straight,

dont roll things out,

like u shittin out,

jus say it out n trust me everything will straighthen out,

cz why the F*** u think m dribblin it out!!!

poor soul,

don kill his feelings,

cz tht lil bit might nt be in his being,

take a look bac n u will knw wut i mean!!

its a small earth partner,

so don blow ut cover,

u will regret u never had me over!!

I might have not known bout you,

for the kind of person that you might be in BLue,

your indentity,characther,attributes,

you laid before me without a clue.

The closest you could get,

the furthest did not you take,

might have thought it was fake,

but you choose to bake your own cake.

Nothing wrong i had said,

was on ur side,I had bet,

have been true that i didnt know you,

but that lil thing bout you,

pulled me through!!

If I made you angry,

I’m sorry.

If I made you upset,

I’m sorry.

A thorn I might have been,

I’m sorry too.

Your heart is like gold,

please don make it seem old…

look out and breath,

take a time-out and,

you will knw what you seek.

Will always be here,

no matter in tear or fear,

patiently waiting to hear!!

Trust me,am like no other,

hope ma presence does not bother….

your absence construe me in lonliness,

what have i done,for you to put me in illness.

all you have said made me high in praises,

your voice has taken me into crazyness

had i taken it all in assurance??

dont you feel the pityness??

i had practically buried you in ma soul,

being ma self your shoe sole!!

but you had taken a stroll,

leavin me astray to roll.

given me hope you have,

wonderful things you said,

you know,everytime i write,

ma emotions go dark to bright,

had i acted out of light?

thts for you to decide…

puttin ma feelings in black n white,

doesnt seem right,

something need colour,

i had not done in parlour…

thinkin m a failure,

was what i did earlier!!

i had it written down on paper,

just dont want you to be a popper….

they strip me of ma soul game,

I aint dope n thats what they claim.

they rest make em’ look plain,

bt I was the only one who was insane.

they don realise they cant last long,

I wont be in the game…BUllshit!!!

they got them wrong…..

this is ma game!! ma pain and lotsa vain!!

dont you think i wont come back,

cz when i do,its ma true fame

am not wut you think I am,

just a simple soul that’s what I am.

I might have shielded, bt that was not what I intended.

I put u through pain,in lotsa vain,

bt now I can feel it prickin in ma own vein.

should have been straight,to put everything in front of you…sayin "Hey baby,I love you"

bt that’s wut i couldnt do!!!

was holdin ma stuff down,waiting for everythin to straighthen out,

bt guess wut m lossin out!!

its too late to undo wut I’ve said,

cz the only fool who fell twice in the same state

is writtin along as I’ve said!!!