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if u think tht having people to care n love u is annoyin

thn tell the person to get the hella outta ur life.

don pull his tail n pin him down like a watchdog for ur lil petty things

u want it tht way,thn ask for it tht way..

why the double thoughts nw whn u could have very well given ur answer long time bac??

purposely? i reli dunno…

might look simply n cool on the outside but my dear fren…

guess u gotta take a peek inside as well…

thinkin hw??

well guess its too late nw..the wound had been slashed…

jus waitin to heal n see what the scar might look like.

sori dear fellow mate..what has been done has been done.

if u could turn bac time..tell me bout it! i gotta fix a couple o things up..

wuts the point of sayin m waitin for tommorow whn u dont even knw whether u gonna b around o nt…think bout watcha gonna do for 2day

its a game u knw..tis life.

once u take a step forward there is no turnin bac. its either the looser’s pool or the winner’s pool…

u choose buddy!!

jus a lil spice to it..take it like u nt gonna see the one u love,care hate,sympathise,envy, wutever u wanna claim it,tommorow.

so wuts the point of crackin ur head on what has happen n try avoidin the nxt time..

probably if ur much smarter u will think bout it the nxt time..

a gentle reminder..ur past brought u here at this very current moment..if ur better of in life..lookin at the beautiful things..

thn i think u should appreciate ur past for what,who,whn,hw,why it may be…jus think bout it. n probably u might b able to think of smething…n at tht moment u might have the gush of wanting to knw wuts been happenin o happened to tht moment of ur past..

try ponderin…

what a day it was today..

well nothing much actualli but it will surely be a day i will not forget. MAS played RSC in a cricket match. well it was a friendly game organised with a short notice.

neway the game was on. brother was really excited bout the game as he wanted to bat and bowl as well. he basically couldnt sleep the night before la..hehe

i was jus lookin at the game to jus enjoy..nothing much actualli..

so MAS went in to bat n we were playin a 25 overs match. so i told father to put me last on the order so i can chill at the pavillion and giv the rest a chance to bat…i played for MAS btw

bt thn dear father put brother to bat number 4 n me 6..well i reli thought i didnt have to go in bt i actualli went reli early in the game..hehehe

cool thing is,i wasnt serious as in reli intending to win. jus wanted to enjoy the battin…n bloody hell…i scored 40 runs man. ma highest total so far…n i was the 2nd highest scorer of the day.

damn la!! would have made a half century…bt i played a cock shot and got out la.hehe

nevertheless i still scored n was reli hapi bout it..

thn comes fieldin..the whole scenario was a mess la..MAS team basically had 5 captains on the field instructing one another…well i was a bit tensed up bt thn again didnt care to hoods bout it la..hehehe

besides this cricket thing…there was smething at the back of ma mind for this past couple of days…

how long people out there are going to survive? how long is mankind going to be alive and see to the many changes in this world?

you know what people its not going to be long..look around you. everywhere is disasterous. there were many countries on the atlas that were told to be the safest place on this planet.

but look at what is happening now. can some body please tell me the safest place now?

guys if you are reading this blog,and if you are a malaysian..please i beg,appreciate your country. its among the safest country for now. but its not going to be long if all of us are going to let it rot.

where does that put us as human beings with six senses? let us all work togather and protect our natural resources by first startin to save electricity,water,recycle whatever you can.. and not wasting food as well.

think about the future generation guys. dont you think they also have the right to enjoy the beauty of nature and the wonderful environment??

think about it people.

peace

this is dedicated to all the lil posers or punks who are so diligent in puttin ur show up front…

You lil punks think you can the cool,

stop tryin coz ur all lil fools.

Your shoes.your ride,your bling..

its jus at ma foot step,

m gonna fling!!

Dont try messin around with the D.E.V..

or you might get a ride in a coffin with a mpv.

I don show sympathy coz too bad yo!!

I am on mtv!!

You the freshman in the show,

think u got alot for the killer blow…

try ma d*** on the low

coz pussy..

your god damn slow!!!

HAHAHAHA

The way i see it,

you not gonna make it…

Dont be too dumb trying to avoid it.

Stuck in the same shit that you put the rest into,

now you pay the price of your own pride.

Like the way it seems failure is the only thing you are seeing,

dont pretend coz this aint no drama for you to show ma karma.

One chance and thats all you got,

to prove your shit all in dope and gate.

You fail me!! your hommies dont go to bed!!

what would you do if the closes person to you had slowly cripped out of your life?? not for a silly reason but because he or she couldnt make the right move at the right time…

it hurts me the most when it happened. was so close to this particular person ever since i was reli small. people thought we were twins as well,at the way we do things…was so alike.

i never had met such a person in my whole entire life,such a talented,excited,joyful,enthusiastic,fun and inteligent person.

at a age where the level of maturity is high enough to say which is right and wrong who would expect a person like this to make foolish decision realising his weakness??

being so close to this person,i couldnt bare the sight of people taking advantage of this person. raging in anger i would be at that time.

fear coveted me,thinking this person who lead into the wrong path.

i care and love this person like never before. i would give my life for this person..but what that really saddens me is that,this person doesnt want to think the same.

i have placed all my energy to try and stay in touch and help this person out,and i will still untill the day i die.

guys the reason i am saying all this is cause i am truly sad at this very moment…i have never been deceived like this before. but one thing for sure,i know this person will change into a brilliant person one day!

i have trust and faith in this person. people please do not give up what you treasure most. the person you love most,the person you care about,the person that means the world to you….never ever ever let him or her go.

guys,at times the person right next to you has only got your shoulders to lean on..please do not strip that off them as well.

lend them your hand,and they will too when you are in need. keep giving and helping because i have not stopped myself and will sure to make atmost effort to give more.

pain is always something many people cant take. its natural. nobody likes pain…but see how it can help every individual. if one hasnt experienced it than there is something really wrond some where.

bravery its ultimate here. face your misery with courage and my dear friends…anothing difficult will seem easy,anything easy becomes invisible.

been a while nw me down here writtin smething..hehe

well on high demands nw for ma writtin..dunno y it is..but thts wut it is now..well was reli tied down with sme work lately..was missin from home for a while as well..

the usual..cricket,cricket,cricket and cricket..

and tis is kinda slowin me down on ma studies nw..gettin a bit worried man..hehehe

nothing much happening round me as well..m jus missin ma buddies, n tht one person.. m aso gettin upset for small lil things nowadays as well…hehehe…never used to b like tis man!!

well there was smething tht i learnt in tis past few days….smething tht many might have known o understood bt jus couldnt see wut was within it…self believe

its a vast issue this! n many think its smething easy to cultivate..my fren it is easy bt wit one condition….giv urself away!!

trust,believe,honesty…with urself. nothing is impossible. everything tht u might meet in ur path is set there for u to overcome. n its totally achievable..

life is a maze full pf puzzles. every turn tht u take might jus b another wall bt its all up to u to seek the rite exit…till the day u make it to ur goal…u have made it..

bt yet again…its nt over..its a cycle my fren…it will come bac n i tell u,the tensity wouldnt be the same..things will seem very much easies this time…

thts y people..everything comes from within urself..let urself go..trust wit the power within urself n enjoy the magic ppl..

God’s given power its greater than any nuclear weapon. ur mind,body and soul is a single weapon tht can cause a major blow in any part of the world…

keep tis in mind ppl…n see the magic u create..

believe in urself!!!