fool??
untill today there are many occasions that i might have not used ma brains to do something..
had the heart in priority..
sad to say it was all ma downfall..used to wonder why is that when you had given something a good thought it still backfires..it did once but the on the second time..i thought it would as well,but was wrong this time.
never knew she had so much feelings..
if only it triggered in my mind to ask her,would not have to be in this situation like this today..every bit of it bitting on me slowly,the skin not yet numb!!
how long is this going to take?? i really dont know..stay up late at night just thinking how foolish i could ever be..a wonderful person she is..n all i got now is just memories..
my heart right now..is so bloody heavy!! like there is a bulk of something invisible hanging on to it..it might be the worry,upsetness,sadness,frustration, and maybe anger clinging on the very edge of my vein.
had a chance to at least get a glance at her..even that,i was unlucky..its really weird things like this happen to people like me…
the beauty about things is that..God has still not let go of me…how i wish i could ride her on ma journey too..damn!! she is gorgeous..
