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2007….

too many things happened. really dont know where to begin,how to begin. many crossroads i came by the past year, at times just so dumb to choose either one that i dont even make a decision. well this always happens when both ways seems so difficult to let go.

had lots of ideas,lots of things that i thought i could just walk by as the year took me through, yet again it did not seem that way. easy was not what i thought but it was that my priroities were not in place.

a beautiful year it was,it was not the most perfect year i would say. faced so many challenges but the life isnt:-) sad moments,happpy ones,embarrsing..oh yes there were..haha, dullness,blurness, and best of all loneliness..many unexpected events took place as well. some were really sad but the rest were beautiful. for all that i have not acomplished or did not finish, this year is going to be different. things have changed but i still remain the same..

2008

new year wishes to all. this year is going to be very much exciting. cant wait actually. but i got to be honest i am actually afraid of this year. was so anxious for no reason. and its not the good anxious feeling aite..haha…

alined few things. this time everything is going to be awesome for everyone. people just wait and watch. wish you guys all the best, God bless everyone and one last thing i want to say before i depart this foyer cause might not visit this place as often…

the past year might not have been a real good one for many but thats alrite this year is your proving ground. let yourself explore into the magic of your own power and wonder. it is not the end yet, dont let got of your dreams, goals or even something your had wished to changed. this is where you stand up and talk tall. not for you being proud but of your skills and characther.

dont let go of yourself,keep going and stick to your loved ones. you need them. He is always above us to watch..just march forward. all the best.

en anbae en anbae
en kaNNukkuL kavithanjali
en anbae en anbae
en nenjukkuL kaadhal vali
en udal indru kadal aanadhey
en uyirukkuL alaiyaadudhey
indha paaRaikkuL pani paayndhadhey
en viradhathil viLaiyaadudhey
oah sakee…. oah sakee…
priyasakee… priyasakee…

vizhi patta idam indru uLi patta silaiyaaga
idhu dhaanoa kaadhal endraRindhaenadi
puthu paarvai nee paarthu puthu vaarthai nee paesi
idhayathai idam maaRa seidhaayadi
mellidai koNdu nadaigaL poadum azhagana peNNae
muppadi koNdu ennai sutri vaLaithaayadi
en uRakkathai thirudi sendru uRavaadum poovae
un sirippukkuL siRaivaikkiRaay
ada konja konjamaay ennai vaattinaay
konja konjamaay ennai maatrinaay
idhayathin maRupakkam nee kaatinaay
ini enna solluvaen indru naan amdha nanjayum uNdu
ini rekkai endriyae naan poavaen vaan meedhilae
oah sakee…. oah sakee…
priyasakee… priyasakee…

oah sakee…. oah sakee… priyasakee… priyasakee…

ithu than en manasu irukethe nehjam..!!

well to many out there, it is actually kind of diffcult to see what was been explained.

but for those who can see or read between the lines would have understood very much what was been conveyed. pictures tells a story of a thousand words. which is really true and i guess you made the mistake there. should have left it without the pictures unless there was a message hidden those pixels.

one more addition, in life you will come across many beautiful and wonderful things. it can be anything, things like materials, fun, excitement, joy, happiness, nature, and last but not least among the most interesting, people.

well they dont have to be random people but someone who knows you. he or she could be the wonderful thing. but it does not just stop there, you are interested in knowing the person..you introduce yourself.

you speak about issues to know one another. why? maybe because you think he or she could be your friend. if you speak to the person and you seem to enjoy the company that is where the relationship deepens. and you call them best friends. love for the opposite sex is another issue here.

if a person can understand your feelings, reach you when you are in need, care when you are down and broken, all these compassion given…would you not want to consider that person a friend

this friend thingy is something that could be developed within any age group, any kind, any religion, any believe, any aspect…there is no boundaries…and thats why i said its a beauty,

people may just come and go in your life but what stays in memories…let it be sweet or sour. memories are memories. as they came by you will find among the lot, a type you like, a type that made a change in you, a type so rare, and that type is a gift that probably will come once in a lifetime. the most beautiful things in life don come easy, even if it does…its jus short term. listen to your heart, its says the truth…listen to your mind it says right.

if you feel down or broken..lean on your pal, she or he i bet will be there to help you to their very means. if they were to cause your grief, always being the understanding one, forgiveness is your token or donation of kindness.

if you can understand what i have written here, then enmity,anger,upsetness or anything for that matter should not be an excuse for one to discard someone you might love as a friend.

should i do it? should i not? should i do? should i not?

its so complicated..either one is not bad neither good…is it going to be a false move or the best move? i really dont know..what do i choose? was head over heels when it was done…soemthing i thought was going to be impossible happened and i dont think it took much effort.

leave aside what i am going to do…what are you going to do? its scarier thinking of that…how could one be comfortable knowing what the past was like…

not easy Deven!! not easy..its like this la..

future was there, but then future came and became past in the future…but past was suppose to be future if past was not past..if this was such then why did future become past when past was not suppose to be future…the conclusion of all this…the present!!

should i just comply with the present and not think bout ma past which would have been my future or just cling on to it to see if the light at the end of the tunnel is still alive..

separate the equation..its either you know what you want or you dont!! thats all..what else could it be..probably it might be a little confusion between this or that..thats why there is time span.

choose what is important, what is ultimate, and thats it..u get ur answer to the equation.