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if u think tht having people to care n love u is annoyin

thn tell the person to get the hella outta ur life.

don pull his tail n pin him down like a watchdog for ur lil petty things

u want it tht way,thn ask for it tht way..

why the double thoughts nw whn u could have very well given ur answer long time bac??

purposely? i reli dunno…

might look simply n cool on the outside but my dear fren…

guess u gotta take a peek inside as well…

thinkin hw??

well guess its too late nw..the wound had been slashed…

jus waitin to heal n see what the scar might look like.

sori dear fellow mate..what has been done has been done.

if u could turn bac time..tell me bout it! i gotta fix a couple o things up..

wuts the point of sayin m waitin for tommorow whn u dont even knw whether u gonna b around o nt…think bout watcha gonna do for 2day

its a game u knw..tis life.

once u take a step forward there is no turnin bac. its either the looser’s pool or the winner’s pool…

u choose buddy!!

jus a lil spice to it..take it like u nt gonna see the one u love,care hate,sympathise,envy, wutever u wanna claim it,tommorow.

so wuts the point of crackin ur head on what has happen n try avoidin the nxt time..

probably if ur much smarter u will think bout it the nxt time..

a gentle reminder..ur past brought u here at this very current moment..if ur better of in life..lookin at the beautiful things..

thn i think u should appreciate ur past for what,who,whn,hw,why it may be…jus think bout it. n probably u might b able to think of smething…n at tht moment u might have the gush of wanting to knw wuts been happenin o happened to tht moment of ur past..

try ponderin…

what a day it was today..

well nothing much actualli but it will surely be a day i will not forget. MAS played RSC in a cricket match. well it was a friendly game organised with a short notice.

neway the game was on. brother was really excited bout the game as he wanted to bat and bowl as well. he basically couldnt sleep the night before la..hehe

i was jus lookin at the game to jus enjoy..nothing much actualli..

so MAS went in to bat n we were playin a 25 overs match. so i told father to put me last on the order so i can chill at the pavillion and giv the rest a chance to bat…i played for MAS btw

bt thn dear father put brother to bat number 4 n me 6..well i reli thought i didnt have to go in bt i actualli went reli early in the game..hehehe

cool thing is,i wasnt serious as in reli intending to win. jus wanted to enjoy the battin…n bloody hell…i scored 40 runs man. ma highest total so far…n i was the 2nd highest scorer of the day.

damn la!! would have made a half century…bt i played a cock shot and got out la.hehe

nevertheless i still scored n was reli hapi bout it..

thn comes fieldin..the whole scenario was a mess la..MAS team basically had 5 captains on the field instructing one another…well i was a bit tensed up bt thn again didnt care to hoods bout it la..hehehe

besides this cricket thing…there was smething at the back of ma mind for this past couple of days…

how long people out there are going to survive? how long is mankind going to be alive and see to the many changes in this world?

you know what people its not going to be long..look around you. everywhere is disasterous. there were many countries on the atlas that were told to be the safest place on this planet.

but look at what is happening now. can some body please tell me the safest place now?

guys if you are reading this blog,and if you are a malaysian..please i beg,appreciate your country. its among the safest country for now. but its not going to be long if all of us are going to let it rot.

where does that put us as human beings with six senses? let us all work togather and protect our natural resources by first startin to save electricity,water,recycle whatever you can.. and not wasting food as well.

think about the future generation guys. dont you think they also have the right to enjoy the beauty of nature and the wonderful environment??

think about it people.

peace

this is dedicated to all the lil posers or punks who are so diligent in puttin ur show up front…

You lil punks think you can the cool,

stop tryin coz ur all lil fools.

Your shoes.your ride,your bling..

its jus at ma foot step,

m gonna fling!!

Dont try messin around with the D.E.V..

or you might get a ride in a coffin with a mpv.

I don show sympathy coz too bad yo!!

I am on mtv!!

You the freshman in the show,

think u got alot for the killer blow…

try ma d*** on the low

coz pussy..

your god damn slow!!!

HAHAHAHA

The way i see it,

you not gonna make it…

Dont be too dumb trying to avoid it.

Stuck in the same shit that you put the rest into,

now you pay the price of your own pride.

Like the way it seems failure is the only thing you are seeing,

dont pretend coz this aint no drama for you to show ma karma.

One chance and thats all you got,

to prove your shit all in dope and gate.

You fail me!! your hommies dont go to bed!!

what would you do if the closes person to you had slowly cripped out of your life?? not for a silly reason but because he or she couldnt make the right move at the right time…

it hurts me the most when it happened. was so close to this particular person ever since i was reli small. people thought we were twins as well,at the way we do things…was so alike.

i never had met such a person in my whole entire life,such a talented,excited,joyful,enthusiastic,fun and inteligent person.

at a age where the level of maturity is high enough to say which is right and wrong who would expect a person like this to make foolish decision realising his weakness??

being so close to this person,i couldnt bare the sight of people taking advantage of this person. raging in anger i would be at that time.

fear coveted me,thinking this person who lead into the wrong path.

i care and love this person like never before. i would give my life for this person..but what that really saddens me is that,this person doesnt want to think the same.

i have placed all my energy to try and stay in touch and help this person out,and i will still untill the day i die.

guys the reason i am saying all this is cause i am truly sad at this very moment…i have never been deceived like this before. but one thing for sure,i know this person will change into a brilliant person one day!

i have trust and faith in this person. people please do not give up what you treasure most. the person you love most,the person you care about,the person that means the world to you….never ever ever let him or her go.

guys,at times the person right next to you has only got your shoulders to lean on..please do not strip that off them as well.

lend them your hand,and they will too when you are in need. keep giving and helping because i have not stopped myself and will sure to make atmost effort to give more.

pain is always something many people cant take. its natural. nobody likes pain…but see how it can help every individual. if one hasnt experienced it than there is something really wrond some where.

bravery its ultimate here. face your misery with courage and my dear friends…anothing difficult will seem easy,anything easy becomes invisible.

been a while nw me down here writtin smething..hehe

well on high demands nw for ma writtin..dunno y it is..but thts wut it is now..well was reli tied down with sme work lately..was missin from home for a while as well..

the usual..cricket,cricket,cricket and cricket..

and tis is kinda slowin me down on ma studies nw..gettin a bit worried man..hehehe

nothing much happening round me as well..m jus missin ma buddies, n tht one person.. m aso gettin upset for small lil things nowadays as well…hehehe…never used to b like tis man!!

well there was smething tht i learnt in tis past few days….smething tht many might have known o understood bt jus couldnt see wut was within it…self believe

its a vast issue this! n many think its smething easy to cultivate..my fren it is easy bt wit one condition….giv urself away!!

trust,believe,honesty…with urself. nothing is impossible. everything tht u might meet in ur path is set there for u to overcome. n its totally achievable..

life is a maze full pf puzzles. every turn tht u take might jus b another wall bt its all up to u to seek the rite exit…till the day u make it to ur goal…u have made it..

bt yet again…its nt over..its a cycle my fren…it will come bac n i tell u,the tensity wouldnt be the same..things will seem very much easies this time…

thts y people..everything comes from within urself..let urself go..trust wit the power within urself n enjoy the magic ppl..

God’s given power its greater than any nuclear weapon. ur mind,body and soul is a single weapon tht can cause a major blow in any part of the world…

keep tis in mind ppl…n see the magic u create..

believe in urself!!!

well tis post is basiclly to fill some time up and the other reason m postin it cz many were askin me to bloody well gt smething written down here…so m gettin on wit it!! hehehehe

well i actually gt nothing much to write here..as there was nothing reli happening..bt i guess there is smething i reli wanna share wit u ppl.

for the past 10 days i was away takin care of the bangladesh u-19 cricket team which visited malaysia for a invitational tournament. i was their liason officer n this was bcz last min ma coach called n ask me for the favour..i agreed

well i thought it was gonna b fun bt it didnt turn to b tht fun actually bt reli tirin..

i must say it was a good training for ma patience wit human beings. the team was kinda demandin n had to provide thm wit everything they needed. n i must say tht it didnt jus finis in tht way..it came wit alot of cursing n mickerin..well tht was ma job isnt.

bt there was smething i totally learned at the end of the whole 10 days..n it was such a simple thing…if u ever think tht u can handle smething u can! bt if u think u cant,thn u cant…

i managed to provide the team wit the best i could..whn they left,sme of the boys were hapi tht at least they didnt gt the best..they came close to it..

so ppl,at times whn u think u could jus put in a xtra dosage..go ahead..trust me its the best u could possibly do at tht moment…

ppl out there nowadays don care the least whn u do smething good o nice bt tht is nt gonna make u stop. keep doin n doin n doin n doin!!!

let us all make the best out of ourselves…

everyone is special in their own ways,n so r u! i knw it…giv urself a chance..see the flare u posses..n the others will b there wit u for the rest!!

probably there might b oni one person readin tis post..hehe

well let me gt down to it thn..

i left to kajang from klia as i had to send the bangladesh u-19 team bac home..dunno whether i told u bout it o nt..n yeah..they left redi

so i took a bus from klia to the nilai ktm station n from there a train to kajang

reached there quite late actually..bout 11.30 i suppose..cz was delayed at the airport..first thing i did was eat..was starvin..hehe

n thn i started work at the temple…frens were there as well…puvain,pravin,agilan…they were there to help

well v broke the coconuts for prayers,cleaned the hall,cleaned the vege,decorated the chariot (therr:a bigger version of chariot in tamil)

the guys were excited..puvain n myself had flu n that was kinda annoyin..cz it was drippin..u knw wut i mean..hehe

after v had everything done..which was bout 4.30 i think..went for a drink.n brother as usual knock out early wit agilan..hehe

n thn i had to u knw transport everyone to n fro the temple..its a jumbo jet,the car i drive..hehe

well as usual i missed the first morning prayers..bt made in time for the rest. prayers was awesome i must say…n father missed tis year again..he went to kuantuan for a game.

n yeah the first couple of pooja’s finished n v carried Lord Muruga around the inner corridor of the temple b4 v carried Him on the chariot..

i bet u still remember tht..do u? hehe

n thn he was on the chariot n made the round around the outer perimeter..u knw tht aso..hehe…n thn comes the best part..where v carry Him into the temple dressed in green cloth..

bt b4 tht v prepared the ‘padiyal’ offerin of food for Him on the long table which u knw aso..the funny thing is..i was all set to splash water..got a huge container filled wit flowers n water to spalsh on Him…n thn comes ma uncle n says i have to carry..potong stim oni la..hehe..thought can shower Him kow2..hehe

v were swayin Him..n damn!! it was awesome ya..at one moment was in tears..i was like..after all tht i have done in ma life,after all the negative things i commited into…u still gave me a chance to breath.

well..i got lotsa things to acheive nw man…n yeah..after tht..the followin prayers were over..n lunch was served.

food was awesome..as usual..:-)..everyone was gettin cooked up cz i refused to eat untill they all ate..was servin them n they were like de..don worry the ones who have eaten can take care..bt u knw i insisted n said "they gotta rest n stuff"…hehe

well after everything was over..ma boys n i stayed bac to wash the temple..i pity thm man..hardly slept..n yet..hehe

n so tht was the day at the temple. awesome!!

n v had to hear bad news…puvain’s close skool frens met in an accident n they al died on the spot. it was a terrible tradegy..one of thm i heard..they stuffed the body wit cotten jus to make the body look full…it was in the papers.

neway tht is a summary of wut happened yest at the temple…hope ur happi nw..wish u were there..reli missed u nt there..would have enjoyed it.

the many things in life people tend to take for granted is when there is somebody out there doing all you need..

its natural i would say,but take a step back and think what could make you a better person if you had instead put our hand forward this time to do something for that person…

this applies to many people.

for the person who you might be,for the kind of work you might do,for the past you had…

let everything go..and be yourself. many think doing certain things might seem all beautiful and nice…think again..whats the ultimate beauty? what bond things togather?

all am saying is that,give yourself a chance to breath the beautiful air,let yourself go,free your mind and saviour the beauty of life….

stay within the perimeter of your conscience,disipline is the entirely important..and then you will see the wonder of life!!

well m nt a very well known person compared to ma brother…

wonderful person he is,lotsa frens..so most ppl knw me has his brother..:-)

well i live a simple life,wit big dreams which m gonna achieve in ma life..

i have had many failures in ma life n i don deny it hurts alot..be it ma studies,cricket o even in ma lil world of ambitions

there was tis one gal i knew for years n i did fall in love wit her..she was ma first love..she is gorgeous,plesant,simple n a very sweet person…

her name was tharshini.

well ma story oni ended as frens..she was nt ready to accept me n which untill today she hasnt..n i don feel bad bout it even nw…

i truly thank her for all the wonderful memories i had wit her,the things she said,everything..i was truly into her..

bt thn later i see tis other gal who appears in ma life..jus like tharshini she was…gorgeous,pleasant,sweet..almost everything i saw in tharshini…

sad to say another failure tis was for me…she has oni ended as a fren in ma life..

i had taken all tis memories as a wonderful lesson which i truly thank God….wonderful people they were n i was truly lucky to meet them..

very sad tht i was nt given a chance in ma life yet to cherish the beauty of a relationship…

there are many things to it thn jus loving smebody..

for ma frens who r readin tis blog…pls pls make an effort to at least put a smile on ur beloved’s face…

appreciate wut u have,for sme do nt posses it..giv ur best in everything u do..for u must nt regret ur past.

believe in urself n i assure u the most wonderful things in life…

n most important..never ever forget ur origin..its ur root..

i thank every one here for everything tht u guys have done for me..no matter which manner…